"My left arm? Dedicated to the five elements...as I see them to be. Earth, Air, Water, Fire and Friendship.The ants (done by Roni from Hidden Hand Tattoo in Seattle) represent Earth.
Ants are the closest social structure to mirror humans. They have no real strength individually, but together can achieve so much. As a human, I feel it is destined to feel lonely and when I got the tattoo, I came to terms with that and even found beauty in it. I want to feel less like an ant in the sense that there is something that I'm "supposed" to do and if I don't do it I'll be punished or kicked out of the colony, so to say. I want to feel more that there is a greater purpose for my life (or at least one that reflects me as an individual and not what society tells me to be) and that with the help of others I can realize that to it's fullest potential.
The clouds and birds (done by Jeff Cornell owner/artist at Hidden Hand Tattoo) represent Air.
There is a Leonard Cohen song called "Bird on the Wire" that I think is one of the most beautiful songs ever written. I feel the lyrics of the song so deeply and feel that they express such a core sense of who I am. Always, trying to be free. I aspire to someday be free instead of always trying and the tattoo is an attempt to remind myself that the feeling of trying is also a choice just as easy as the feeling of being free is a choice. The past tense nature of the words remind me to be light and free as a bird...
The blue tattoo on my inner arm (done by a girl in her apartment 10 years ago and I can't even remember her name) represents Water.
It is a play on yin and yang as well as a the symbol for Cancer, which is my astrological moon sign. Cancer is ruled by the moon and your moon signs make up your emotional nature. So, I feel this sign very strongly and luckily balances my Leo sun sign which I will get to more later. The symbol has stars instead of circles like a traditional yin yang because I wanted it to represent the universe within myself versus me questioning the universe around me. I got the box around it to express the feeling of being limited due to the human mind. I wanted to remind myself that any limitations are just an illusion and the healthy balance is one in which I'm learning from my experiences but also pushing my own boundaries.The red and orange tattoo on my outer arm was done by the same forgotten artist though I will mention I was one of her first clients and that she was the perfect person for the job due to her own self-exploratory nature. She provided a healing space in which I was able to have an out of body experience.
The tattoo represents Fire. It captures my before mentioned fire sign of Leo, which is ruled by the sun. It is also Buddhist themed using a Tibetan mantra Om Mani Padme Hum which roughly translates to "the jewel is in the lotus," which to me is a beautiful way to live life. The lotus roots reach far into the muck and swamp but emerge with a beautiful flower on top. The tattoo is an attempt to capture the notion of living in the world yet being separate from it, as to not get burned or be consumed by it. The circle in the tattoo represents the sun and myself and the red is the part of myself that struggles to find my way in the world.
The beehive (done by Louis Barak here in NYC) is a tribute to Emer and Naomi, two best friends of mine, and the tattoo as a whole captures what I consider to be the fifth element, Friendship...It bears the lyrics of The Beatles' "With a Little Help from My Friends." We lived together in Seattle and called our lovely house the Beehive. We used to listen to The Beatles A LOT...though now I'm more of a Stones fan.
There are two bees buzzing to represent them
and the three forget-me-not flowers represent each of us. Emer and Naomi have known me the longest and have seen me through thick and thin. They mean the world to me and I love them both like sisters. I know in my heart that we will know each other forever."
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Sunday, September 27, 2009
J.R.'s Five Elements
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Greatest Metal Albums in the World Evaaaaaaa
J: i was thinking earlier about how much i hate bands most popular stuff, like because it's over rated and they have better stuff. But what of them albums are actually good?
You follow?
Like I hate Among the Living, but everyone loves it. I don't like Master of Puppets, but it's considered one of their best. Everyone loves the 2nd Earth album, and so do I. So it's an album that to some is the be all, end all, but it's one that is righfully good.
I can't think of many, but you feel me?
M: you mean "overrated" albums that aren't actually overrated, they're just that good? umm...dunno, thing with me and you is that we like a lot of stuff that isn't very widely liked. all my most favourite stuff is realtively unknown, same with you (or in the gg allin side of things is widely DISliked hahahaha)
J: i mean like albums people go on about being their best album, but it's actually a decent album.
GNR's Appetite for Destruction is a cool album, and it's like their only album to some folk
M: yeah i know, but i'm trying to think of any that i actually like. i quite like master of puppets i guess. rust in peace?
J: i like rip, but it's a bit of a touch and go album, since alot of fans thought they ended on So Far, So Good, Peace Sells is cool, and most megadeth fans bang on about it
M: yeah, the megadeth records are kinda true to hype, pretty much at least.
umm...i know it annoys you and it does have two of the most overplayed songs EVER on it, but number of the beast is a really really good album. twenty twoooooooo, the avenuuuuuuuuuuuuue!
J: i thought about number of the beast, it's a great album, even if it is over hyped. but peace sells has peace sells on it, and i don't like that song much. but number of the beast is a good album :)
M: ooh i like peace sells :( fun to sing, innit. umm, yeah number of the beast is the only one i can think of that is actually a fucking good album.
J: it's a tough ask that question :)
there's plenty of albums i like that people hate, but not many i can think of that i like and others like :D
M: yeah totally :O i've even tried googling some greatest metal albums lists and can't really find any i agree on :/
J: back in black ;)
M: i knew one of us was gonna have to say that at some point
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
J: :) :) :)
holy diver?
M: *singing the only line of that song that i know in my head*
nooooooooooooooooooooooo
but i think that track has a pretty good video? in a meatloaf video kinda good?
J: i dunno if i've seen it :)
M: heyyy i'm sure you have! he's in a castle or something??
yeah thats the one :D :D
J: yeah, have seen it :D :D
M: i love that video :D i'm pretty sure i watched it with you once :)
J: yEAH, WE DID, WHEN YOU LIVED IN READING
ooops, not shouting :) :)
M: YES, I THOUGHT I REMEMBERED IT :D hahaha :)
J: hey ;O
Some days later...
J: i still can't think of any "over-rated" albums i like :)
M: apart from number of the beast :)
J: shout at the devil's the only one i can think of anyone likes best. i like it, but then it's a good album :)
pantera is obviously cowboys from hell :)
M: whats on cowboys from hell? (apart from the obvious duh) i don't have it :(
J: primal concrete sledge, cemetery gates :)
i get confused with that and vulgar, which has walk and fucking hostile.
M: oooh yeah, me too. even tho i own vulgar on both cassette and cd :O
J: metal magic :)
M: :D
Monday, August 3, 2009
Dave Grohl to be honoured with his own street

J: Dave Grohl to be honoured with his own street - THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST, etc etc...
But is it me, or is Dave now looking like Dave Wyndorf?
http://www.musiccataloger.com/
That being said, Dave wyndorf has let himself go... see here:
http://www.downboard.com/
M: >Now, apart the fact that he looks like 5 dave grohls pressed into one person
LOOOOOOOOOL
J: :) he does tho :)
M: like dylan, needs to go back on the smack :)